My first depress post =(

Life is just full of lemons



Lately my sleeping hours have become very out of whack, i sleep at 8am and wake up in the afternoon. Yet now its 8.30am and i cant sleep.





I dont know why





I am feeling restless. ITE starts in like.... june?




Fuck




Looks like i better go find a job.




Spended the morning reading Just me's blog, some random stranger who left a comment on my blog. Its quite interesting reading her blog, all these grown up stuff. Reading her blog is like getting hit by a sledge hammer " Yes life is difficult and unfair, well yours anyway"






I suddently feel so old. Time passes so quickly and i am 18 this year. I cant believe this, soon i will be an adult. What a scary thought. will my life be like Just me's blog ?





I cant believe i am feeling so calm and unmoved. I should be hiding behind a blanket and crying or entering my depression mode. I seem so lost, but then again i will probably feel normal in a few day.





on a side note, i am damn hungry



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Saw miss tay, mr sham, mr nar-say and mr siva yesterday. If i spelled their name wrong, well at least thats how its pronounce. I feel too ashamed to go and say hi to them.




tsk tsk



some of my friend scold me for going to ITE, they are even more worried then i am -_-lll




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Almost forgot i need to defer from NS, fuck i think i forgot the password.



As a matter of fact i think i even lost the paper they send me. Knowing me i probably anticipated i will lost it earlier on if i didnt keep it properly hence i kept it safe somewhere.


But i forgot the safe place, but then seeing as how i am too lazy to move from my chair its probably just in the table drawers.






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I hate toast





My canada friend was going to eat toast but her brother ate it all




LOL


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That charmaine came online, i wonder if i can come up with a lame excuse to make her write a post on me.




Eugene just nudge me, we are probably gonna spend hours debating on various subject, in this case hes probably gonna ask me to go to Suntec to check out those private schools.


I seriously have no interest



WTF



I thought he should be comforting me but it ended the other way around




My life is just filled with irony




Well now charmaine messaged me, lets see what she has to say...




now i am comforting her too -_-llll




DAMN she didnt include me in her will...
I WANT HER SIMS'S EXPANSION GAMEEEEEEE







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My mother is smoking infront of me again, tell her so many fucking time dont smoke she dont listen.




Everyone is panicking




but i dont feel a thing, talking to them and seeing them panic is so ...


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haha that yoet siang is online, havent seen him in a while, i miss him





wen jie sign in, probably gonna ask me sooner or later how i did





unsuprisingly eugene and i ended up arguing about our libido's





wtf ?



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eugene proceed to telling me empty vessel makes the loudest noise, which makes me come to realise that all this chim chim saying is complete crap ..



ok lets see what else is gonna happen ....



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i feel like going to buy game, godfather.





I feel sorry i cant reply my dearest lama's message to because i am too lazy to go buy a top-up card.





I invited eugene into the charmaine converstation earlier



most of our converstation consisted of ...




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:.* vainity = im not perfect, just conceited~* says:
so i can go in peace now? ( she meants death )

--Jaded-- says:
haha!!! lets do it together!! i push u!!! then i jump .. how does that sound

The meowing one says:
-_-lll

--Jaded-- says:
8_8

:.* vainity = im not perfect, just conceited~* says:
how about you slash my wrist, i slash ure wrist?

The meowing one says:
http://www.geocities.com/HotSprings/1911/





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OMG, theres a commerical on tv about so you think you can dance .. that song is the one jasmine phang last time used in her blog




well what do you know my mother make tuna sandwich, guess i will be eating toast afterall, she ask me to eat when its hot, taste fucking good






Its a long time since my mother make breakfast for me, like more or less a year






I wonder if the DAE thing will work



I think it probably wont work, because kent told me it will work. Thats why i am sure it wont


LOL !


This is quite fun writing about things as they happen, it must be very boring for the readers though





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Lost is comming back



yah



Now we can keep watching as the producers keep ending the episodes with more questions than answers



that is how they gain viewership right ?



i wont know



i shall put a " LOL " here to let readers know i am not feeling angry or anything



LOL




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I feel like drawing something



perferably a chio bu no lama and no late-sleepers =)



i hope there is going to be chio bus ( haha bus ) in my ITE next year =)



I love animals, but i love cats best


That crow is in my house again, i never chase it away



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